Monday, May 28, 2012

Reunited and it feels so good!

Hey blogging world! I have missed you so much! I'm back :)) So to get you caught up a little on my life. I pretty much gained all but like 15 pounds.. not good! I have also finally moved out of my house! I am officially living on my own! Other big news is I am going to be a big sister again! The baby is due around my birthday, my step mom's birthday, one of my aunt's birthday, and my cousin's birthday. All of our birthday's are two days apart from each other. It's kind of funny lol. But anyways last weekend one of my brothers (Matthew) graduated high school last Sunday! So proud of him! Well ever since I made a lifestyle change to eat healthier I haven't really been able to hold down red meat.. So me being stupid had a hamburger at his graduation party then the next morning I didn't exactly have the best of breakfast. Well as you might have guessed I pretty much got sick all day Monday. I threw up about 10 times.. Not fun. But I lost 10 pounds which was very nice. So I am finally back on track with my weight loss! Yay! At the moment I am now 27 pounds down! It's just going to keep getting better and better! I can't wait to see that 100 pounds down mark! It's going to be such an amazing moment!

I was going to name this blog I am worth the fight, but the title I have now sounded so much better. Let me tell you why I wanted to title it that. So basically this morning I woke up and weighed myself (as I do every morning, to keep myself in check basically) and I gained 4 ounces. I was seriously crying for like 2 hours. To be honest it was kind of pitiful. I finally realized what the heck it's only 4 ounces it's not going to kill me. Yeah it sets me back in my weight loss goal for Disneyland but it's not the end of the world. I'm going in 41 days! I'm so excited! I'm just afraid that I won't fit in the seats for the rides. I don't want to have another embarrasing moment of having to do the walk of shame because I don't fit in the ride..

Anyways back to the main point of this blog. It finally clicked in my head, i am worth the fight! I've sometimes just gotten to a low point and just thinking like what's the use, I'm just going to gain the weight back plus more, etc etc etc. So I have finally have been telling myself that I am really worth fight. For every step I take, every calorie I burn, and for every bite of healthy food I take. Lately I have been thinking about how I feel when I am not eating healthy and when I am eating healthy and working out. I always feel sooo much better when I'm eating healthy and working out but sometimes the junk food takes over becuase of how good it tastes.. I am starting to get really tired of feeling like crap because of the food choices I was making! I want to live this life well, not have my eating habits sideline me from life! Anyways that is enough for today! I will blog again very soon I promise :D

Oh and by the way, thank you from the bottom of my heart to all who have served and are currently serving our country! You all are my hero! Thank you for fighting for our freedom! Happy Memorial Day!

Love ya'll!