So here is my wonderful news that I got from the Endocrinologist this morning:
1: I have an enlarged thyroid
2: I have a FAT GENE. He told me that there is no medicine to cure it and no matter how hard I try to lose weight that my body just wants to be fat. He told me that my only option is to have weight loss surgery but that it isn't even for sure that the weight will stay off.
I have something to say about that... THAT IS A LIE FROM THE PIT OF HELL!! Excuse me sir, but I just lost 57 pounds in pretty much 3 months. Yes when I start eating poorly the weight comes back on my body like it's going out of style, which is very unfortunate. I have to come clean about something. The past couple of weeks I have started eating again because I have a lot of very stressful things going on in my life right now. In the two weeks that I have been eating, somehow I gained 25 pounds. That is NOT NATURAL! I do agree that I have a thyroid problem but I DO NOT agree that I have a fat gene that wants to keep me fat. That is just the enemy's plea to keep me down! Well sorry but this girl is a FIGHTER and I WILL NOT GIVE UP!
Sorry for the capital letters and they way that I have been talking. I am just so furious.. Why would you seriously tell an obese person that they have a fat gene and that no matter what they do they won't be able to lose weight because their body just wants to be fat.. I am NOT getting a weight loss surgery. I know for a fact that I can do this on my own without a surgery to help me. Yes it might take me longer but it will be well worth it in the long run.
On a very positive note though I leave for YWAM in 165 days!! I really need your help with financial support but more than that I need your prayers!! Prayers are just as important as the funds to go! I am so excited to be able to go and serve! I can't wait to see all the children and people that we get to help and minister to! I can't believe I am leaving so soon! Time to kick this girls butt into high gear to get stuff done!
Love Y'all and God Bless!